I know you guys are probably thinking I’m emo.
Haha no.

So this morning (two cartons of ice cream later) I was like yeah, I’m over him, I’m all good. It was like that all day today right? I didn’t have any classes with him so I was fine until I saw him after school. He’s just so adorable and he was so nice. He has this smile that basically says I know something you don’t know that just drives me crazy. Like a cheshire smile. (sigh) So anyway I see him and theres a small staircase (about three stairs) to the parking lot of my high school and I was dropping off one of my friends and he was there too. So I was like la di da di da and he holds out his arms to me. Probably cause I give everyone five hugs a day and today I’ve given him zero. But I was at the top of the three stairs and I was like can I jump? He nodded so I jumped with my arms around his neck and he spun me.

So that’s what basically set me off into so not being over him. He’s just so gosh darn perfect and I like him a lot. But he likes my best friend. Yes thaht has been confirmed by another of my friends. But she doesn’t like him so basically me and football guy are both screwed. (Sigh) so that’s how my crappy day went, how was yours?

I’m kind of scared. Have you ever met someone or been somewhere that just left you with a feeling of utter uselessness (it is a word look it up!) and just complete weakness runs through your vains…. Yeah me neither haha.

So to shed some light on stuff the guy I liked (and still do) likes one of my friends and she doesn’t like him. The same thing is happening to my friend so we’re in the same boat. I’m watching V for Vendetta, such a feel good movie. But I can’t stay for long, I have an essay for lit to write and it’s already 7:34. I am so random I just sang a note for a minute flat. I am fairly bored and would rather not do my assignment but I must.

Before I go I must introduce to you a few more characters in the mix. Therefore in a few short whiles there will be more people that these people know.

TT: Long brown hair dating a boy named Trunks also a sophomore, like myself.
NP: Senior who took me to homecoming, one of the few people that can make me smile when I feel like crap
Wolfboy: Ex boyfriend goes to IHS and is the sweetest guy you could ever meet.

Y’all will hear more about them later. For now I must go and purge myself into boringness.